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]]> escape the fate etf max green ronnie radke Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-23T20:23:05Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/65327/                                                                   MaTt'S P.o.V.
       She got out of the car and went into the house. So I locked the car and walked into the house.
"Hey guys" I said.
"What happend" Derek said in a worried tone.
"As soon as we hot there she had to leave and emme didn't take it to well so I better go up and check on her" I said. So I walked upstairs and nocked on her door.
                                                                 EmMe'S p.O.v.
"Who is it" I asked getting up?
"Its Matt, can I come in" he said. I got up and went over and unlocked the door and opend it.
"I'm so sorry Em I shouldn't have made you go i'm so so sorry" he said wrapping his arms around me tightly. I love when he did that it made me feal so safe.
"Its ok I over readted you don't have to apoligize you didn't do anything" I said.
"Yes I did I made you go see her I shouldn't have" he said kissing the top of my head.
"Its ok i'm fine" I saidl
"You sure" he siad whiping the tears from my eyes, "You know what i'm going to take you some wear."
"Were" I asked?
"Nope it's a surprise now get dressed it dosn't matter what you wear" he said.
"Please I said kissing him.
"Nope thats not going to work" he said.
"Your mean" I said closing the door. I went and changed my shirt cause it had makeup on it I put my hair up in a ponytell and put some eyeliner and rad downstairs and jumped on Matts back.
"I'm ready" I said kissing his cheek.
"Ok lets go, guys we'll be back later" Matt said grabbing the keys and caring me outside.
"Can you tell me now" I said getting into the car.
"No you'll see when we get there" he said.
"I don't have the pations for that" I said.
"You'll just have to get them" he said smiling, "now cover your eyes and no peaking."
"Ok" I winde.
haha u'll just have to wait just a fealer
]]> derek bloom from first to last matt good sonny moore travis richter Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-23T12:36:08Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/65311/ *gasp* pants arn't rippedronnie and audrey





i swear he is weird in every picter haha






ronnie radke
this makes me laugh
haha













his eyes r like ahhhhh in this picture


]]> escape the fate etf max green ronnie radke Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-23T11:34:21Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/65220/ Why are we always so scared
everything in life scares you
but then everything turns out ok in life
everything happens for a reson

your lose some of your friends
its not the end of the world it will be ok
everyone goes threw it
its just a part of life we wish we didn't have to face

 you lose the closest person
the only one you love
its ok your going to be ok
everyone has to go threw it at least once

If you just hold on and be strong
I promis everything will turn out just fine
you just have to believe
even if its to hard to see that its going to be ok

If your not strong in life
you'll fail you wont make it
you just have to be stron no matter what happens
you just have to be posative

If nothing turn out how you wanted
it just wasn't ment to be
if you hold on to everyone you've lost
you'll never go anywere

so just listen to me
be strong don't let anything bring you down
if you hold on and be stong everything will turn out great
just hold on be strong for everyone you love
]]> Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-22T23:25:15Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/65071/                                                                  ReCaPe
"Were is brian" I asked?
I havn't seen him scence we got out of the car" Max said. Sudenly there was a crash.
"What the hell was that" Ronnie said running into my room, "Brian get out of that you perve."
"What the hell is going on" I said running into my room, "Brian get your ass out of my stuff you perv."
                                                                   EnD oF rEcApE
"Get out of there don't ever do that again you understand don't come in her room" Ronnie yelled. For just being my brother for a day in a half he is pretty protective.
"Sorry dude I couldn't resist" Brian said smiling.
"Kiss my ass Brian" I said.
"Love to" he said.
"Brian if you can't behave i'm going to call john and your going to have to go home" I said.
"Fine" he said.
"Lets do something i'm bored" Robert said.
"How bout we go to the mall and we can get some movies" Max said.
"That sounds good just hang on i'm going to call alex and see if she can come" Ronnie said.
"Who's Alex" I asked.
"It's Ronnies lover" Omor said like a prepy person.
"Ok that scared the shit out of me don't ever do that again please" I said laughing.
"Ry I think your weirder that Max" Omor said.
"I didn't think that was posable" Brian said.
"Hey guys we have to go pick up Alex and this time were taking my dads hummer" Ronnie said.
"Good I love that car can I drive please please please" Max said jumping up and down.
"Remeber what happend last time I let you drive" Ronnie said.
"What it was a poor turtle" he said.
"So you swerv cause of a turtle and hit a tree you don't even bother to cheak on us to make sure were ok and you go see if the turtle is ok" Ronnie said.
"Thats fucked up" I said laughing.
"It wasn't funny" Brian said, "I hurt my head."
"Get over it, it was a year ago" Max said, "please."
"Ok you can drive" Ronnie said handing him the keys.
"Shotty" I yelled.
"Damn your fast I was going to call it" Robert said.
"Haha sucks for you dosn't it" I said. So we got in the car and drove to a big blue house.
"This is it" Ronnie said, "i'll be rite back." He came out a few minutes later with a slim girl with brown hair and her lip peirced.
"That would be Alex" Max said looking at me.
"She is pretty" I said.
"Hey guys" Alex said getting into the car.
"Alex this is my new stepsister Ryland, Rlyland this is Alex" Ronnie said.
"Nice to meat you Ryland" she said.
"Nice to meet you to" I said back.
"To the mall" Max yelled.
"If you don't stop yelling i'm going to kill you" I said .
"Sowy" He said with a puppy dog look.
"Would you just take us to the mall already" Robert said.
"Oh ya rite to the mall" Max said.
God he is so cute when he does that,
wait what am I thinking I can't like him,
your like him you know you do,
no I don't  I can't like him he is my brohers best friend,
wait why am I talking to myself.
"Ok were here" Max said.
"Ok what are we going to do" Alex said.
"Well i'm going to go bye a cd i've been dying to get" Max said
"Ok then to the record store" Ronnie said. So we went to the record store and by time max found the cd it was 10 o'clock.
"Ok lets go home now" Ronnie said.
"Ok can I....." Max said.
"NO you drive to slow" Ronnie said.
"Shotty" Alex yelled.
"Aw man" I said.
"You can sit next to me" Brian said.
"How about NO" I said.
"Your so mean" Brain said.
"Stop whining and get in the god damn car you baby" Alex said.

ok there u go no action yet


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]]> hate love pain sorrow Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-22T13:27:32Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/64976/ can't you see the pain this is causing
we use to be gest friends
what ever happend
now all we do is scream and yell at eachother

what happend we were so close
but in one year it just fell apart
I can't even remember what happend
you were my best friend

I look back in my memory
what happend we were so close
we never had any fights
why now just why

people go there seporet ways
but I never thought it could happen to us
you said I was your best friend
you said nothing could ever chang that

but it did what happend
I just want you back nobody else
no one else can make me feal better
nothing will ever be the same

I sit here in the rain
so no one can see i'm crying
I just want to be there
there were I always was

you come to me in my dreams
but it always falls
maybe I love you
but I can't ever have you

the last time we spock you said we would be friends forever
I thought it was true but we never talk anymore we just yell
I can't take this anymore
this is the last time you'll ever see me

I'm gone forever
wonder if you care
I left the earth
I'm never comming back

you can see me in heaven if you really care
the next day I walk around the empty streets of the place I use to call home
I see you in the semitary
bye my grave

i'll see you again some day some how you say
I always loved you and i'm sorry if I ever hurt you
I just want to see you again
here you voice but your gone
]]> hate love pain sorrow Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-22T11:31:31Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/64970/ "Hey guys whats up" I said opening my locker.
"You seem out of breath" Brake said as we walked into first period.
"Ya I had a ruff morning" I said sitting down.
"Please tell" Jake said. So I told them everything that happend .
"Nice" Blake said.
  *************************

"She's home Matt" Derek yelled.
"EMME" Matt yelled jumping over the couch.
"Hello Matt" I said hugging him.
"You wanna go shoping now" Matt asked.
"Ya but I have to fix my hair first" I said walking up the stairs. I took my hair out and  brushed and straightend it a little then aplied more makeup.
 "I'm ready" I said walking down the stairs.
"And looking dashing as always lets go" Matt said. So we told the guys goodbye.
"So were to" Matt asked?
"Lets go to hot topic then spencers" I said giving him the keys.
"Yay I get to drive" Matt said jumping into the car.
 "Ok Matt chill out"  I said getting in the car. So we drove to the mall.
"Ok hot topic first" Matt said lacing his fingers with mine.
"Ya and try to lay low cause I really don't want fans running up to us every five seconds" I said as we walked into the mall. Luckly it was rite by the door so we walked in.
"Hey why don't you get these" Matt said holding up a black thong.
"Matt" I said throwing them back on the shelf, "behav."
"Ok ok i'll try" Matt said.
"Lets go look at the shirts" I said. So we bout some shirts and pants.
"Ok to spencers" Matt said paying the casher. So we went and got a few more things.
"Ok lets go hime" I said.
*****************
THE DAY BEFORE TOUR
"Hey Em you packed yet" Derek yelled from down stairs.
"No I can't fit all my clothes into this stupid bag" I said throwing my clothes all over the the place.
"I'm comming" Matt said running into my room.
"I need more bags" I said zipping all my bags.
"Hold on I think I have a suit case" Matt said running out of the room, "got it."
"Thank you, you saved my life" I said taking the wuitcase and throwing everything into it.
"Ok is that good" Matt said.
"Ya thats good" I said zipping it up.
"Ok know to get there all downstairs" he said sying.
"Ya lets start with the heavy stuff" I said grabbing a suitcase. After we had all 7 bags downstairs we were out of breath.
"How much stuff  do you posably need" Derek said.
"Everything" I said sitting down next to matt.
"Ya but do you really need everything" he said rolling his eyes.
"Yes, I really need everything" I said rolling my  eyes back at him.
"Ok break it up" Matt said rapping his arms around me.
"Lets go see your mom befor we leave" he said.
"Ok if you ensist we will" I said.
"I bet she'll be happy to see you" Matt said.
"Well if were going to go we better go know cause she has work at four and it's 3:30" I said.
"Ok lets go then" he said kissing my cheek.
"Ok I left my hoddie in dereks room" I said.
"Ok" he said picking me up and carring me to derek's room. Iopend the door to find Derek and Cassie makingout.
"O sorry" I said shutting the door laughing.'
"Lets go you can use mine" Matt said taking his off and handing it to me.
"Ok I said putting it on and lacing my fingers with his. We walked down stairs and said bye to the guys and drove to my moms house. I knocked  on the door a few times untill my mom answerd the door. She stood there staring at me in shock for a few minutes.
"Hi i'm matt" Matt said putting his hand out.
"Oh nice to meet you" she said shaking it.
"Hi mom" I said looking at my shoes.
"Hi emme" she said.
"I came by to say bye because i'm going on tour with Derek " I said.
"Ok well I hae to work so I hope you have fun nice meeting you" she said hugging me and shaking matts hand again. So we went and got back in the car.
"She hates me" I said crying in my hands.
"No she dosn't" Matt said rubbing my back.
"Can we just go home" I said.
"Ya" he said . We drove home in scilence. I got out of the car and ran up to my room and locked the door.
OK THERE YOU GO BE HAPPY
]]> derek bloom from first to last matt good sonny moore travis richter Buzznet ryanrossforever 2006-10-22T11:08:11Z http://ryanrossforever.buzznet.com/user/journal/64798/ "Lunch yes" Ronnie screamed.
"You are so weird" I said.
"I'm a growing boy leave me alone" he said pouting.
"Lunch thi is my favorite class" Max screamed running and jumping on Ronnies back.
"Um sorry to tell you this hun but lunch isn't a class" I said trying not to laugh but failing mesaribly.
"Well it is to me" he said, "and Ronnie did you ask your dad if we could stay over."
"Ya he said yes but no sneaking into Ry's room" he replied.
"Aww I wanted to prank her" Brian said sitting down.
"Hey i'm sitting rite here" I said pushing him off the chair.
"Ok i'm doing it know" he said rubbing his head.
"Leave her alone" Max said.
"Hey guys" Robert said sitting down next to me.
"Hey that was my seat" Brian whined.
"Get over it you big baby I like robert better" I said kissing robert on the cheek.
"Your so mean" Brian said sitting in the corner.
"Emo is the corner" Omor yeld sitting down.
                                                            **************
"Were all going to cram in Ronnies car" I said as we walked out of the building.
"Yeppers" Omor said.
"I call shoty" Max said running and jumping on the car.
"Dude do u ever com down" I said laughing as he fell on the ground.
"No he is always like that better get use to it" Brian said.
"Max if you brake my car your going to pay for it" Ronnie yelled.
"Sorry dude" he said getting up.
"Ok everyone cram in" Ronnie yelled getting in the car.
"Ah Omor get your fat ass off of me" I said pushing Omor.
"Ow that hurt" Robert yelled.
"Ronnie why the hell did you have to get a handa" Omor said.
"Because I like it now stop complaing we're here" Ronnie said.
"Thank god" I said getting out. So we went inside and put r stuff away.
"Um are ya'll going somewere" I said going into Johns room.
"Oh ya sorry sweetie we have to go to ohio for 2 weeks" my mom said.
"Ok when are ya'll leaving" I asked.
"In like an hour so we need to get going" John answerd, "and if the guys bug you call me k."
"Ya sure" I said.
"Well bye sweetie" My mom said kissing my cheak.
"Bye mom bye john" I said hugging him. They said bye to everyone and left.
"Hey Ronnie we have the whole house to ourselvs" Robert yelled jumping on the couch.
"You guys really need to grow up" I said.
"Haha we get to torture u haha" Omor said.
"No you don't if you do i'll call John and he'll make you leave" I said.
"I don't like you anymore" Omor said sitting on the couch.
"What do you guys want to do" Robert asked.
"Were is Brian" I asked?
"I havn't seen him scence we got out of the car" Max said. Sadenly there was a crash.
"What the hell was that" Ronnie said running to my room, "Brian get out of that you perv."
"What the hell is going on" I said running into my room, "Brian get your ass out of my stuff you perv."
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