October 23, 2006information on the max green story important need to read
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Posted on 10/23/2006 8:23 PM Comments (0)
(Matt good) chrystal eyes (Matt good)14
MaTt'S P.o.V.
She got out of the car and went into the house. So I locked the car and walked into the house. "Hey guys" I said. "What happend" Derek said in a worried tone. "As soon as we hot there she had to leave and emme didn't take it to well so I better go up and check on her" I said. So I walked upstairs and nocked on her door. EmMe'S p.O.v. "Who is it" I asked getting up? "Its Matt, can I come in" he said. I got up and went over and unlocked the door and opend it. "I'm so sorry Em I shouldn't have made you go i'm so so sorry" he said wrapping his arms around me tightly. I love when he did that it made me feal so safe. "Its ok I over readted you don't have to apoligize you didn't do anything" I said. "Yes I did I made you go see her I shouldn't have" he said kissing the top of my head. "Its ok i'm fine" I saidl "You sure" he siad whiping the tears from my eyes, "You know what i'm going to take you some wear." "Were" I asked? "Nope it's a surprise now get dressed it dosn't matter what you wear" he said. "Please I said kissing him. "Nope thats not going to work" he said. "Your mean" I said closing the door. I went and changed my shirt cause it had makeup on it I put my hair up in a ponytell and put some eyeliner and rad downstairs and jumped on Matts back. "I'm ready" I said kissing his cheek. "Ok lets go, guys we'll be back later" Matt said grabbing the keys and caring me outside. "Can you tell me now" I said getting into the car. "No you'll see when we get there" he said. "I don't have the pations for that" I said. "You'll just have to get them" he said smiling, "now cover your eyes and no peaking." "Ok" I winde. haha u'll just have to wait just a fealer
Posted on 10/23/2006 12:36 PM Comments (1)
Escape the Fate YAYNESS!!!1 *gasp* pants arn't ripped ronnie and audrey       i swear he is weird in every picter haha     ronnie radke this makes me laugh  haha             his eyes r like ahhhhh in this picture   
Posted on 10/23/2006 11:34 AM Comments (4)
October 22, 2006Be StrongWhy are we always so scared
everything in life scares you but then everything turns out ok in life everything happens for a reson your lose some of your friends its not the end of the world it will be ok everyone goes threw it its just a part of life we wish we didn't have to face you lose the closest person the only one you love its ok your going to be ok everyone has to go threw it at least once If you just hold on and be strong I promis everything will turn out just fine you just have to believe even if its to hard to see that its going to be ok If your not strong in life you'll fail you wont make it you just have to be stron no matter what happens you just have to be posative If nothing turn out how you wanted it just wasn't ment to be if you hold on to everyone you've lost you'll never go anywere so just listen to me be strong don't let anything bring you down if you hold on and be stong everything will turn out great just hold on be strong for everyone you love
Posted on 10/22/2006 11:25 PM Comments (3)
(max)Catastrophic accidents you're the only one that died(green)4
ReCaPe
"Were is brian" I asked? I havn't seen him scence we got out of the car" Max said. Sudenly there was a crash. "What the hell was that" Ronnie said running into my room, "Brian get out of that you perve." "What the hell is going on" I said running into my room, "Brian get your ass out of my stuff you perv." EnD oF rEcApE "Get out of there don't ever do that again you understand don't come in her room" Ronnie yelled. For just being my brother for a day in a half he is pretty protective. "Sorry dude I couldn't resist" Brian said smiling. "Kiss my ass Brian" I said. "Love to" he said. "Brian if you can't behave i'm going to call john and your going to have to go home" I said. "Fine" he said. "Lets do something i'm bored" Robert said. "How bout we go to the mall and we can get some movies" Max said. "That sounds good just hang on i'm going to call alex and see if she can come" Ronnie said. "Who's Alex" I asked. "It's Ronnies lover" Omor said like a prepy person. "Ok that scared the shit out of me don't ever do that again please" I said laughing. "Ry I think your weirder that Max" Omor said. "I didn't think that was posable" Brian said. "Hey guys we have to go pick up Alex and this time were taking my dads hummer" Ronnie said. "Good I love that car can I drive please please please" Max said jumping up and down. "Remeber what happend last time I let you drive" Ronnie said. "What it was a poor turtle" he said. "So you swerv cause of a turtle and hit a tree you don't even bother to cheak on us to make sure were ok and you go see if the turtle is ok" Ronnie said. "Thats fucked up" I said laughing. "It wasn't funny" Brian said, "I hurt my head." "Get over it, it was a year ago" Max said, "please." "Ok you can drive" Ronnie said handing him the keys. "Shotty" I yelled. "Damn your fast I was going to call it" Robert said. "Haha sucks for you dosn't it" I said. So we got in the car and drove to a big blue house. "This is it" Ronnie said, "i'll be rite back." He came out a few minutes later with a slim girl with brown hair and her lip peirced. "That would be Alex" Max said looking at me. "She is pretty" I said. "Hey guys" Alex said getting into the car. "Alex this is my new stepsister Ryland, Rlyland this is Alex" Ronnie said. "Nice to meat you Ryland" she said. "Nice to meet you to" I said back. "To the mall" Max yelled. "If you don't stop yelling i'm going to kill you" I said . "Sowy" He said with a puppy dog look. "Would you just take us to the mall already" Robert said. "Oh ya rite to the mall" Max said. God he is so cute when he does that, wait what am I thinking I can't like him, your like him you know you do, no I don't I can't like him he is my brohers best friend, wait why am I talking to myself. "Ok were here" Max said. "Ok what are we going to do" Alex said. "Well i'm going to go bye a cd i've been dying to get" Max said "Ok then to the record store" Ronnie said. So we went to the record store and by time max found the cd it was 10 o'clock. "Ok lets go home now" Ronnie said. "Ok can I....." Max said. "NO you drive to slow" Ronnie said. "Shotty" Alex yelled. "Aw man" I said. "You can sit next to me" Brian said. "How about NO" I said. "Your so mean" Brain said. "Stop whining and get in the god damn car you baby" Alex said. ok there u go no action yet
Posted on 10/22/2006 3:25 PM Comments (3)
Lost a Friend Just Take Me Awaycan't you see the pain this is causing
we use to be gest friends what ever happend now all we do is scream and yell at eachother what happend we were so close but in one year it just fell apart I can't even remember what happend you were my best friend I look back in my memory what happend we were so close we never had any fights why now just why people go there seporet ways but I never thought it could happen to us you said I was your best friend you said nothing could ever chang that but it did what happend I just want you back nobody else no one else can make me feal better nothing will ever be the same I sit here in the rain so no one can see i'm crying I just want to be there there were I always was you come to me in my dreams but it always falls maybe I love you but I can't ever have you the last time we spock you said we would be friends forever I thought it was true but we never talk anymore we just yell I can't take this anymore this is the last time you'll ever see me I'm gone forever wonder if you care I left the earth I'm never comming back you can see me in heaven if you really care the next day I walk around the empty streets of the place I use to call home I see you in the semitary bye my grave i'll see you again some day some how you say I always loved you and i'm sorry if I ever hurt you I just want to see you again here you voice but your gone
Posted on 10/22/2006 11:31 AM Comments (10)
(Matt good) chrystal eyes (Matt good)13"Hey guys whats up" I said opening my locker.
"You seem out of breath" Brake said as we walked into first period. "Ya I had a ruff morning" I said sitting down. "Please tell" Jake said. So I told them everything that happend . "Nice" Blake said. ************************* "She's home Matt" Derek yelled. "EMME" Matt yelled jumping over the couch. "Hello Matt" I said hugging him. "You wanna go shoping now" Matt asked. "Ya but I have to fix my hair first" I said walking up the stairs. I took my hair out and brushed and straightend it a little then aplied more makeup. "I'm ready" I said walking down the stairs. "And looking dashing as always lets go" Matt said. So we told the guys goodbye. "So were to" Matt asked? "Lets go to hot topic then spencers" I said giving him the keys. "Yay I get to drive" Matt said jumping into the car. "Ok Matt chill out" I said getting in the car. So we drove to the mall. "Ok hot topic first" Matt said lacing his fingers with mine. "Ya and try to lay low cause I really don't want fans running up to us every five seconds" I said as we walked into the mall. Luckly it was rite by the door so we walked in. "Hey why don't you get these" Matt said holding up a black thong. "Matt" I said throwing them back on the shelf, "behav." "Ok ok i'll try" Matt said. "Lets go look at the shirts" I said. So we bout some shirts and pants. "Ok to spencers" Matt said paying the casher. So we went and got a few more things. "Ok lets go hime" I said. ***************** THE DAY BEFORE TOUR "Hey Em you packed yet" Derek yelled from down stairs. "No I can't fit all my clothes into this stupid bag" I said throwing my clothes all over the the place. "I'm comming" Matt said running into my room. "I need more bags" I said zipping all my bags. "Hold on I think I have a suit case" Matt said running out of the room, "got it." "Thank you, you saved my life" I said taking the wuitcase and throwing everything into it. "Ok is that good" Matt said. "Ya thats good" I said zipping it up. "Ok know to get there all downstairs" he said sying. "Ya lets start with the heavy stuff" I said grabbing a suitcase. After we had all 7 bags downstairs we were out of breath. "How much stuff do you posably need" Derek said. "Everything" I said sitting down next to matt. "Ya but do you really need everything" he said rolling his eyes. "Yes, I really need everything" I said rolling my eyes back at him. "Ok break it up" Matt said rapping his arms around me. "Lets go see your mom befor we leave" he said. "Ok if you ensist we will" I said. "I bet she'll be happy to see you" Matt said. "Well if were going to go we better go know cause she has work at four and it's 3:30" I said. "Ok lets go then" he said kissing my cheek. "Ok I left my hoddie in dereks room" I said. "Ok" he said picking me up and carring me to derek's room. Iopend the door to find Derek and Cassie makingout. "O sorry" I said shutting the door laughing.' "Lets go you can use mine" Matt said taking his off and handing it to me. "Ok I said putting it on and lacing my fingers with his. We walked down stairs and said bye to the guys and drove to my moms house. I knocked on the door a few times untill my mom answerd the door. She stood there staring at me in shock for a few minutes. "Hi i'm matt" Matt said putting his hand out. "Oh nice to meet you" she said shaking it. "Hi mom" I said looking at my shoes. "Hi emme" she said. "I came by to say bye because i'm going on tour with Derek " I said. "Ok well I hae to work so I hope you have fun nice meeting you" she said hugging me and shaking matts hand again. So we went and got back in the car. "She hates me" I said crying in my hands. "No she dosn't" Matt said rubbing my back. "Can we just go home" I said. "Ya" he said . We drove home in scilence. I got out of the car and ran up to my room and locked the door. OK THERE YOU GO BE HAPPY
Posted on 10/22/2006 11:08 AM Comments (1)
October 21, 2006(max)Catastrophic accidents you're the only one that died(green)3
"Lunch yes" Ronnie screamed.
"You are so weird" I said. "I'm a growing boy leave me alone" he said pouting. "Lunch thi is my favorite class" Max screamed running and jumping on Ronnies back. "Um sorry to tell you this hun but lunch isn't a class" I said trying not to laugh but failing mesaribly. "Well it is to me" he said, "and Ronnie did you ask your dad if we could stay over." "Ya he said yes but no sneaking into Ry's room" he replied. "Aww I wanted to prank her" Brian said sitting down. "Hey i'm sitting rite here" I said pushing him off the chair. "Ok i'm doing it know" he said rubbing his head. "Leave her alone" Max said. "Hey guys" Robert said sitting down next to me. "Hey that was my seat" Brian whined. "Get over it you big baby I like robert better" I said kissing robert on the cheek. "Your so mean" Brian said sitting in the corner. "Emo is the corner" Omor yeld sitting down. ************** "Were all going to cram in Ronnies car" I said as we walked out of the building. "Yeppers" Omor said. "I call shoty" Max said running and jumping on the car. "Dude do u ever com down" I said laughing as he fell on the ground. "No he is always like that better get use to it" Brian said. "Max if you brake my car your going to pay for it" Ronnie yelled. "Sorry dude" he said getting up. "Ok everyone cram in" Ronnie yelled getting in the car. "Ah Omor get your fat ass off of me" I said pushing Omor. "Ow that hurt" Robert yelled. "Ronnie why the hell did you have to get a handa" Omor said. "Because I like it now stop complaing we're here" Ronnie said. "Thank god" I said getting out. So we went inside and put r stuff away. "Um are ya'll going somewere" I said going into Johns room. "Oh ya sorry sweetie we have to go to ohio for 2 weeks" my mom said. "Ok when are ya'll leaving" I asked. "In like an hour so we need to get going" John answerd, "and if the guys bug you call me k." "Ya sure" I said. "Well bye sweetie" My mom said kissing my cheak. "Bye mom bye john" I said hugging him. They said bye to everyone and left. "Hey Ronnie we have the whole house to ourselvs" Robert yelled jumping on the couch. "You guys really need to grow up" I said. "Haha we get to torture u haha" Omor said. "No you don't if you do i'll call John and he'll make you leave" I said. "I don't like you anymore" Omor said sitting on the couch. "What do you guys want to do" Robert asked. "Were is Brian" I asked? "I havn't seen him scence we got out of the car" Max said. Sadenly there was a crash. "What the hell was that" Ronnie said running to my room, "Brian get out of that you perv." "What the hell is going on" I said running into my room, "Brian get your ass out of my stuff you perv."
Posted on 10/21/2006 7:36 PM Comments (5)
October 20, 2006Please Come BackYou were always my friend
you were always there when you left I wanted to come to I never got to say those three words you were my best friend but I wanted more you left before I got to tell you I didn't want you to go away I just wanted to tell you that...... I love you you never got to here those three word from me and thats what hurts me the most I always loved you did you feal the same I need you now I just want you to come back home but your never comming home I want you to know that I loved you and i'll never forget you I want you back more than anything I would do anything just to see you here again to tell you how I really felt about you but your gone away your never coming back it's wasn't your time I didn't want you to leave I LOVE YOU please just come back but your never comming back
Posted on 10/20/2006 11:11 PM Comments (6)
(Matt good) chrystal eyes (Matt good)12
"Wheres Matt" I said stealling some popcorn from Derek.
"He went upstairs to take a shower" Derek said, "so your gonna go with us." "Ya, i'm gonna see if Matts out" I said gettting up stealing more popcorn. "Hey stop stealing my popcorn" Derek said pulling it away. "Haha" I said running up the stairs. I went to matt's door and knocked. "Ya" he said opening the door. "Your hairs all wet" I said rubbing his hair. "Ya I know" he said shaking his hair. "Stop thats cold" I said. "Lets go downstairs and eat i'm starving" he said kissing my forhead. "Ok lets go steal more of Dereks popcorn" I said sliding down the railing. "You know you can fall to your death doing that" Travis said sitting on the couch. "Keep doing it keppdoing it" Sonny said jumping on the couch. "Ow get off you mother chucker" Travis yelled. "Lets eat" I said pulling Matt into the kitchen. "Here I got something for you" Matt said grabbing something from the heighest cabnet. "Cheez its I love you" I said taking the box. "I love you to" he said kissing me pasionitly. I sat down and shoved a handful of cheez its in my mouth. "God slow down enjoy the tast" Matt said laughing. "Sorry I havn't eaten any in a long time" I said chewing. So after I was done shoving cheez its down my throut I got something to drink. "Guys I think i'm going to go to bed I have school tomorrow" I said. "Awww ok good night" Matt said hugging me tightly. "Night" I said to the guys in the living room. I went into my room and put hawthorne heights on and got in bed and turned off the light. ******************* *Beep beep beep* "God damn alarm clock" I yelled turning it off. I got dressed a ready for school put on makeup. "Hey guys weres Matt" I said pulling out some frosted mini weats. "I think he is still asleep" Travis said half asleep on the counter. "Ok" I said so I ate and then put my bowl in the sink and went up stairs. "Hey Matt I have to go to school" I said sitting o his bed. "Ok remember after school were going shoping" he said. "Ya I know well I have to go" I said. "No don't go" Matt said pulling me back onto the bed. "Matt stop your smearing my makeup. "I don't care" he said kissing me. "Get a room" Travis said walking in. "We have one" Matt said. "I have to go" I said kissing him and running out of the room. "NO" I heard Matt yell from upstairs. I fixed my makeup and hair and got in my car and drove to school. K THERE U GO NICE AND LONG YOU'VE ALL BEEN WATING 4
Posted on 10/20/2006 10:20 PM Comments (6)
October 17, 2006i wrote this with my budy
I sit here all alone
theres nothing left in this world all my friends have gone the only person I loved has died there isn't a reson to live anymore my hope is destroyd like leaves blow away in the wind as an empty shell sits my soul taken away just let me go I don't want to be here let me fall like everything else has nobody cates about me anymore I;m just a memory a part of there past they pretend to not see my pain though its real I ask fo darkness to replace the fake blinding lights they call me a loser they say i'm over reacting do they really know do they know how it feals to lose someone you love they laugh and point then say they understand me my circle of life is actually a short line about to cut off the last time you saw me you laughed but you didn't know that would be the last its over i'm gone now you know how it feals not good is it so now you get it I wasn't living a lie you finaly know its over now done
Posted on 10/17/2006 7:23 PM Comments (4)
October 15, 2006music obbsesionhttp                       max's eye        *gasp* not max haha           sry i have alote of pix of him but he is just ahhhhhh to hott 4 words his hair is just so smexy                           
Posted on 10/15/2006 8:06 PM Comments (9)
(max)Catastrophic accidents you're the only one that died(green)2
My alarm clock went off and i turnd it off and went to my closet and put on a black and red hawthrone heights shirt (there awsome) and ripped jeans i put on a belt and herd a knock at the door. I opend it to see Ronnie standing there.
"Do you have any eyeliner mine broke" he asked? "Ya hang on" I said. I went and put some on then went back into my room. "Here you go" I said handing it to him. "Thanks your a life saver" he said taking it. "You welcome" I said. I went intp the kitchen and my mom handed me a plate of food. "Nervus" she asked? "Not really" I replide. "Well if you need help you hae Ronnie to help you" she said, "Ronnies coing to take you to school today if you don't mind." "Ya thats fine" I said putting my plate in the sink. "Ronnie are you done" John yelld. "Ya ya here you go Ryland" he said handing me my eyeliner. "You can call me Ry if you want" I said putting it in my purse. "Ok Ry you ready to go" he said smiling. "Ya" I said. So we walked out side a nd got into the car. "You nervus" he asked? "Not really" I replied. "Thats good you should get along with my friends just stay away from the preps unless your going to torture them then go agead" he said laughing. "Ya I hate preps I wish they would all die" I said. "Ok we're hear" Ronnie said turning off the car. So I got my stuff. "Fallow me" he said. He lead me into the school and walked into the office. "Can I help you" the lady at the desk asked? "Yes i'm here to get my schudel" I said. "What your name" she asked? "Ryland Johnson" I said. "Ahh here you go have a nice day" she said handing me the paper. "Let me see that" Ronnie said. "Here you go" I said handing it to him. "You have first, third and seventh with me have secind fith sixth and eighth with Max good luck with that and forth with the rest fo the guys and lunch with us yes" he said smiling. We walked out of the office and toward my locker. "Look the freaks go a new freak to hang out with" some prep said. "Sut the hell up Tracy your just jelouse cause she is hot and you look like a cows ass" Ronnie screamed across the hallway. "Nice one man" a guy said. "Thank you thank you" Ronnie said bowing. "Ya so who's this" he said. O this is Ryland, Ryland this is brian" he said. (haha that ryms) "Hey guys" a guy said running into Tracy/ "Ow that hurt you freak" she yelled. "Ya thats kinda why I did it" he yelled back. "And that would be Max" Ronnnie said laughing. "Ya fat cow ass" Brian said. "And who is this young lady" Max said trying to sound safisticated. "This is my new step sister Ryland" Ronnie said. "Nice to meet you" he said. Then all the other guys came and he interduced us. "Ok well we need to to get to class" Ronnie said. So we went to first period wich was math. OK BE HAPPY I TYPED THIS 2 TIMES CAUSE MY DAMN COMPUTER SCREWD UP TO BE HAPY
Posted on 10/15/2006 12:18 PM Comments (10)
October 14, 2006Should I Forgive
I tought you were there for me
I thought you understood but you never cared about me all you did was break my heart just leave me alone you never cared about me so why are you caring now you just want to hurt me you said you loved me time and time again but you never did it was all a lie you broke my heart know you come running back asking for forgivness should I? no I should you broke my heart it feals so wrong Do I really LOVE you? I see the tears run down your face I've been in your place maybe I do love you? maybe you love me? I want to forgive you but it's hard I don't want to be hurt again is this rite? I do love you I do as tears flow from your eyes I feal as thou this is ment to be I forgive you but will you forgive me? I cry in the rain but i'm not alone I know have you I have you to call my own I'm sorry I love you
Posted on 10/14/2006 11:44 PM Comments (4)
(max)Catastrophic accidents you're the only one that died(green)1
It all happend so fast my mom went on a buisness trip for tho months when she came back she had married her highschool sweet heart and now were moving in with them.
"Hunny do you have all your stuff" my mom yelled from outside. "Ya, bye room" I said grabbing the last of my stuff and walking outside. "Thanks hun you have some people to say bye to" she said. "Jake your my best friend i'll never forget you I'll call you ok" I said buring my head in his chest and crying. "Don't cry your moving to las vegas your getting away from this little town everythings going to be ok" he said pressing me agenst him. "Ryland we need tto go" my mom said. "Bye Jake" I said hugging him again. I went and got in the car and stared out the window till I fell asleep. "Hunny wake up we're hear" my mom said shaking me lightly. "What what oh" I said sitting up and opening the door. "Hi i'm John" a tall guy said frim the door. "Ryland nice to meet you mom never stops talking about you" I said. "Well come in you can meet my son, Ronnie come here" he said. A tall guy came in he had black hair and was weiring a black misfits shirt and faded jeans. "Ya dad" he said. "Ronnie this is Ryland, Ryland this is Ronnie" he said interducing us.(So many r's lmao) "Nice to meet you" he said grinning. "Can you show her to her room for me" John said. "Ya sure thing fallow me" he said. "Thanks" I said. "It's rite here it's my old room sorry if you don't like it" he said leading me into a medium size black room. "No I like it my mom wouldn't ever let me paint my room black she said it would make me depressed" I said sitting some stuff down on the bed. "Ya it took a while for my dad to let me but i finally convenced him" he said laughing. "Ya" I said. "Ya well I have to finish my homework so i'll talk to you later" he said. "Ok thanks" I said. So we moved all my stuff into my room and I put all my stuff into the bathroom and hung up my cloths and posters. I set up my tv and stereo and made my bed and st my alarm clock. After I had everything were I liked I took a shower and put on red pants and a black tanktop and put on from first to last and went to sleep. OK IT'S SHORT BUT THERE IT IS 1 HAHA
Posted on 10/14/2006 11:03 PM Comments (14)
new story (max)Catastrophic accidents you're the only one that died(green)info Name-Ryland (ry) Johnson Age-17  Name-Ronnie Radke Age-17  Name-Max (maxy) Green Age-17  Name-Alex (Ali) Reena Age-17 ok that's the info story will be out sometime i don't have a clue when
Posted on 10/14/2006 10:18 PM Comments (4)
more pics haha there will be more just keep waiting
this was writen with davey92
Posted on 10/14/2006 1:03 PM Comments (0)
haha       yayness!!!1  this reminds me of my buddy be she is always saying that haha  
Posted on 10/13/2006 6:20 PM Comments (14)
October 11, 2006more good news
I think there really going to let ronnie back in cause they took the message off of there myspace that said he was leaving yes!!!!!!!! I'm so fucking happy so everyone cross your fingers pray just waterver you can please I don't want to cry no more!!!!
Posted on 10/11/2006 6:07 PM Comments (4)
October 10, 2006yaynessCan someone just take away my memroy just take away my past all I can remember is dread and sarrow I wish something good could happen just once thats all I ask for in my past all I see is dead and mesery I see no happiness no smile Can someone just take away my past just make some happy in my life but nobody can I wish it would all just away All I've ever wanted I never got can something happy please happen I just need to smile
Posted on 10/10/2006 4:15 PM Comments (1)
October 9, 2006Save Mecan someone just tell me tell me everythings going to be ok for the longest time I just feal like falling can someone pick me of just help me I feal like crying but no tears will fall I feal like i'm falling but can't get up nothing will ever be the same I'll never laugh the same again my life will always remain the way it is (sad and lonly) no one understands my life they tell me nothing rongs so get over it but they don't know me they have no idea there not me can't someone just help me I've never felt so alone no one cares anymore if I died rite now who would notice (nobody) if I fell down who would help me up (nobody) If i went missing who would look for me (nobody) no body cares about me everyone hates me I'm all alone can't someone just save me please
Posted on 10/09/2006 6:20 PM Comments (2)
To All My FriendsI watch as you fall but your not alone i'm falling to can't everyone just get along everyone is falling friendships are breaking can't everyone just except people for who they are not how they dress but by the way they act and feel but they can't they just can't see the real so I guess this is goodbye and thanks to all the friends that cared so goodbye you never cared about me this is a goodbye and I hope you like it I'll never see you again and I don't care you may act like you care but you really don't just leave get out of my sight cause this is goodbye so goodbye and I hope you choke and to all the friends that really cared thanks you will remane in my heart in my heart for all times I'll never forget you never thanks for being there when I needed you I always loved you and I will never forget the way you were how you held me when I cried no one else cared about me but you thanks you will always remane in my heart to all the people that don't care you were never there you never cared all I wanted were friends all you were was a backstaber all you ever did was hurt me i'm better off alone so just leave why are you acting sad you never cared so just leave go away I don't want to see you my dear friend I've gone away please don't cry I wish I could tell you how much I cared I guess I loved you
Posted on 10/09/2006 3:33 PM Comments (0)
October 8, 2006it's overI thought you loved me I was wrong I thought you were my friend but you were never my friend don't even try to say sorry it's to late you've gone to fare I won't forgive you this time you hurt me time after time I forgave you but this time you've gone to fare you hurt me if you were my friend why would you do this if you really cared about me just get out of my life you never really care did you I just wanted to have friends friends that cared friends that didn't hurt you but a friend that was true you lied to me you said you'd never hurt me but everytime I listen you'd just fo it again your just a lier not a true friend lets just say it's over I don't want to see you face no more tears will be shead not anymore it's over you will never be my friend again I will never let you in not ever again it's over forever it's over
Posted on 10/08/2006 11:15 AM Comments (0)
just be yourselfI'm falling faster then ever someone help me but no one cares I'm just invisable everyone is having fun I'm stuck in my room all alone everyone sees me as a weirdo they just won't look and see who I am everyone wanted me to be the same I'm not like that not going to be the girl with all pink that's just not me so face it I sit here all alone everyones gone all my friends have left they were never my real friends they were all clones that I didn't want to be being different isn't bed you should never change don't ever change into a fake be strong and just be urself if your friends don't like you they truly arn't your friends just be strong you'll make it just don't fake it be yourself no matter what if your friends hate the way you are they arn't you friends just be youself no one else
Posted on 10/08/2006 10:46 AM Comments (3)
October 5, 2006Never My FriendI thought you were my friend you were never my friend you used me you talked about me you were never my friend you are a fake poser I hate you I just want you to die drive a razer threw your rist I never want to see you never again you hurt me made me scram and cry no more tears no more for you your just a lost and forgoten memory you'll always remain that way you'll never deserve to be rememberd I'll never forgive you never as I lay here tonight your gone forever not even a memory I'll never remember you I hate you always your gone far away don't ever return I don't want to see you never again never your just a lost memory a lost memory in the back of my mind that's how it will remain never come back never
Posted on 10/05/2006 3:19 PM Comments (2)
Your Memeroy Will Always Haunt MeI'm drowning in the thoughts of your memory knowing I'll never see you again I'm lost in all my thoughts why can't I just be free Just leave me let me be (please) your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so beath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always just a memory you'll never be there again never to hold me and stop the tears I always had the frear of you leaving it has happend and your never coming back (never) why'd you have to go it wasn't your time you havn't even lived yet so young and hopless gone forever just a memory your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always a memory you wre to young to go (to young to die) why'd it have to take you everyone need a chance to live you didn't you never even found out the perpos of life I need to know why'd you have to go (why'd you have to go) your gone forever your never coming back the time I need you most and your gone your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind you smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always a memory why'd it have to be you why couldn't it of been me you deserve more then me you deserve to be standing here (alive) you'll always be in my memory in my heart you'll neer truly leave this world I won't forget you your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always a memory as I sit here in a puddle of my own tears I think of you your every breath your smile I'll never see you again only in my dreams but you'll remain in my heart forever I'll never forget you I promise (promise forever) I will never love anyone more then you (ever) you wiped away all my fears with just one touch your memory will haunt me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I need you but your gone just a memory always a memory just a memoy 4x just a memory always a memory 4x
Posted on 10/05/2006 3:10 PM Comments (2)
October 3, 2006Scared to live
you say your scared to die
I think your really just scared to live life is hard we lose everyone everything we care about leaves us it's hard to stay alive so many choses in this world why can't it just be easy (why) everything bad happens you feel like everything you do falls life never goes rite everytime you turn around something bad happens why does this happen were so scared your not scared to die really just to live nothing you plan turns out rite never will anything ever be ok nothing can ever go rite never to much fears over welm me can't everything just be ok (just for ones) you cry every second of the day everyone you love betrays you can't living just be fun why does it have to be so hard every day you have to make choices then you worry if they were the rite ones so why why are people scared to die but your not your just scared to live everyting in this world is messed up why can't anything just be write for ones
Posted on 10/03/2006 7:53 PM Comments (1)
take me away (far away)
I'm in a dark cave
someone help me help me out of this place no one needs to be here I need help someone help me i'm drowning in pains pains and memory someone just hold me I need help please save me from this dreadful world just take me away I need to leave this dreadful place there isn't a reson for me here i'm a lost and forgotten soul no one cares I need to leave this place be taken away this can't be real I just need help someone take me away save me you'll never relize how much pain this is you'll never know take me away far away I need to leave this world i'm just a lost cause no one wants me here I need to leave (please help) I want to go I need to go more than you know more than you'll ever know just take me away (far away)
Posted on 10/03/2006 4:42 PM Comments (4)
October 2, 2006Dreams Do Come Trueyou have a dream dosn't everyone yours is speical no one believes in you
whatever you do don't listen if you want that dream youu've got to fight for it
just hold up be strong don't let anybody get you down you can make it you just have to give it your all
your told everyday you'll never make it if you listen it will bring you down just be strong don't listen to a word
stay your grown don't let your dreams fall fall to the ground pick your self up and fight
in the end you'll find out that what u were fighting for is therer know and no one can take that away (never)
Posted on 10/02/2006 2:50 PM Comments (5)
October 1, 2006everthing will be okwhen you fell like everything is crashing down just hold on be strong you'll be ok every thing will just be strong and hold on
everyone goes threw this just hold on be strong you going to make it I promise you
when you down on your knees bagging for help no one comes to you just be strong you'll make it I promise
just hold on don't let your fears win it'll be ok just be strong believe me we all go threw it
if you don't face it it'll just keep going face it be strong i promise after everything will be back
we all have our own fears if we let them overwin us we'll just be letting ourselves down be strong and face it it's the only way (I promise)
Posted on 10/01/2006 5:43 PM Comments (1)
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