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    "Well I was wandering if you wanted to come with us" he said now looking derectly in my eyes. "I have school and......" I said. "We can get a touter" he said, "everything will be fine please." "Ok i'll come" I said kissing him."Ok now lets go eat" he said helping me up. "ring ring" "Hello" I said "O hi blake whats up.....ya that will be fine 7 ok bye." I said hanging up. "Who was that" Matt asked getting into the car. "O the guys wanted to have practice tonight" I said, "so were to." "How about whataburger" Matt said. "Sounds good" I said pulling in. ( it was just down the street) "So what do you want for your birthday" Matt said after we ordored. "I don't know I already have everything I always wanted. I have you the perfect guy and I get to live with my dad i'm in a band" I said looking him in the eyes. "Well I could take you shoping for new clothes" he said. "Here is your food" the girl said. "Thanks" Matt said still looking at me. "Ya thats good I guess we can go somtime tomorrow" I said. "Ok so you want to come watch us tonight" I asked shoving some food into my mouth. "Ya sure that'll be fun" He said laughing at me.
    "So to your moms house" he said getting into the car. "Hey guys" I said hugging them. "So we have some lyrics that you can learn and you can play if you want you could make up somthing to go along with what we play" Drake said handing me a paper. "Sounds good but  guys just so ya'll don't flip out because i'm not going to be here for two months because i'm going on tour with them" I said looking at the paper. "Ya that'll be fine but can we still practice at your house" Brake said. "Well I'm living with my dad now so ya'll could move ya'll stuff into his basement and practice there" I said. "Ok now lets practice," blake said, "first we will play it so you  get the tune then you can sing itk." "Ya" I said . So they olayed it then I got the tune and sang it. "Ok guys it's like 11:30 so we better get going so people don't flip out" I said putting the guitars back on the stands and cleaning up a little bit. "Ok well see you around sometime" Blake said hugging me and the otheres did the same. "Bye guys" I said getting into the car. "Ok lets go home" Matt said. So we drove home  and walked into the house. "What could you guys posibly do for that long" Travis said comming out of the kitchen. "Ok well I am goin to take a shower" I said kissing Matt.
                                                         MATT'S P.O.V.
"So did you tell her" Derek said as I sat down beside him. "Ya she kinda freaked untill I told her she could come with us and she was still kinda freaked because of school but you know she could go with the kids in paramore there around her age" I said looking at my hands. "Ya true good job now you should go take a shower" Derek said putting some popcorn in his mouth.
                                                            NORMAL P.O.V.
    So I got in the shower and washed my hair and body and brushed my teeth then put on som pj's and went down stairs.
OK THERE YOU GO BE HAPPY OR DIE J/K

Your parents always talk abbout how hard
how hard it is to be a grown person and a parent
so much things to do
they say it's hard

but do they know the life of a kid
how many challenges there is
they say it's not hard
but it's the hardest thing to be

every day you have to worry about everything
whats the rite thing to do
you have the pressure of drugs and suicide
it's harder then it seems

parents say kids don't get stressed
ya you try being a kid again these days
it's harder than it use to be
why harder they have no clue

so all the kids out there
just hold on
everythings going to be ok
one day I hope (I pray)

My mind is full of memories
some happy others dreadfull
memories of you
why'd you have to go

you left this earth forever
I cry every night
I see your face every time i shut my eyes
why'd you have to leave I loved you

and will always
I wake up every night
I can't sleep anymore
your in my dreams your everywear

I need you more than anything
why'd you have to go just why
it wasn't your time
I hate this world

everything is falling
falling faster then i can think
I never thought this would come
I want you back to hold me

your never coming back
please just come back to me please
but you can't your gone forever
I want you more than life

this pain is just to unbarable
I can't live without you
your all I have in my memory
it's just you inside my head (I can't servive)

THANKS TO CASPER AND BAAHE FOR THE TOPICS

Everyone I loves never loves me
all the world is a black hole
nothings ever at peice
will it ever be (never)

all we know has fallen
everything we know falls
can anything just be how it is
can anything be peicful

all the world cares about it themself
they never give any thought to thoughs
to thoughs that suffer everyday
while there safe at home

the world dosn't revolve around you
people out there need help
so help just please just help
you not the only person on this earth

we need to stay close to stay alive
without eachother wead be nothing
wead all be like the pour and helpless
so why can't we help them so be like us

all the people in this world
and all you care about is you
your so crule
the poor and suffering need help

you sit her counting money all day
your a hopless person
how could you when all thous people need help
you just a hopless gready person

when i was sad
you made me happy
you took away all the pains in life
with just one word

your always there for me
when i need you the most
and i hope that never changes
your the best person anyone could talk to

you one of the only people
the only people who make me happy
you stop the tears
when it's the hardest

you are one of the best people in my life
I thank you for always being here for me
when i needed someone to talk to the most
you were always there thank you thank you so much

Why do we do it
we try so hard to stay alive
when were all just going to die
take the pain away it's just to much

we all need help sometimes
it's just why do we do this
we fall in love
just to get are hearts broken time and time again

why do we do alot of things it's all going to fall
so why do we do it
nothing ever turns out how you want it
mostly how you feard would happen

this world that we live in
can't it just be happy
no it can't it's impossible
theirs to much evil

every were you go it's dark
all the people that cause it blame it on everyone
but if they looked around they would relize
 it's them causing all the sarrow and pain

when you relize everythings going to be ok
your already gone
gone away from this place we call home
see what ya'll are doing to us just stop

stop cause ing the pain
it's just to much to bare
so just stop
please stop

one minute you love them
next there gone why why does this happen
i'm not ready for you to leave
leave me forever

so why god do you do this
it causes to much pain
don't you know
it hurts but you'll never know

why do you take them from us
it's harder than it seems
it's not time to go it's to early
so young and helpless

you really havent even lived yet
why do you have to go now
it's not your time
truly why

what happend to the time the world was happy
you didn't have to go out and worry about gitteng shot
why can the world be like that again
it wont ever

everyday people die of pain
and suicide because of this fucked up world
why just why
dosn't the world just go back to how it was

hey everyone i have really bad news about a freakin awsome band that we all luve escape the fate we all know the lead singer ronnie he is so freakin awsome well he is no longer the lead singer he is out of the band i know it hurt and sux and ya i am depressed know. So everyone ya they r lookin for a new singer so u can go post ur video for them to here u and maybe u'll be the new singer.

WE ALL LUV YOU RONNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you don't beleive this crap about him being dead sign your name in the comments cause i think it's all crap

I walked up stairs and went into my room and put in pride and prejudeise in and went to bed. I was fixing to fall asleep when I herd the door open. "Hey Em you still awake" Matt said coming in. "Ya" I said sitting up. "What are you watching" he said crawling up beside me. "Pride and prejudues" I said. "Nice chick flick I like this movie" he said wrapping his arms around me. "Ha ha ha ha" I said. "Whats so funny" Matt said looking at me. "I don't know your the first guy that said you liked this movie" I said. "Well maybe I'm a weird guy" he said putting his head on my shoulder. "Stop that tickles" I said turning around. "How does that tickle" he said looking into my eyes. "Your hair was tickiling my neck" I said putting my head on his chest. I soon fell asleep. I woke up and Matt was staring at me. "How long have you been stairing at me" I said looking down. "I don't know like 15 minutes" he said looking down at me. He pressed his soft lips against mine and we slowly started kissing. "Found them" Sonny said form the door. "Sonny can't you see were busy" I said throwing the blanket over us. "Well sorry they said there to busy" Sonny said running down the hall. "Well I guess ya'll don't wont waffles" Derek screamed from the kitchen. "Waffles" I screamed jumping out of bed. "Come back" Matt said chasing me into the kitchen. "I'm not done with you" he said laughing grabbing my arm. "But I wont waffles" I said pulling away. "Fine then, but after breakfast your mine," he said. "Deal" I said kissing his cheek. "Ok ya'll are scaring me" Travis said. "Thanks" I said grabbing some food for me and Matt. "Ok heres you food Matty" I said putting the food down and sitting next to him. "After your done eating wanna go to the beach" he said. "Ya sure" I said kissing him, "now eat." "Ya'll are sickining" Derek said looking at us. "Thanks" I said putting my food in the trash. "Ok i'm going to get dressed and i'll be back in like 10 minutes" I said kissing matt on the cheek. "Ok"he said putting some waffles in his mouth. I dicided to where my black and red swimsuit I put on a black tanktop and some shorts. "Ok you ready" I said running down stairs. "Ok lets go" Matt said. "Bye guys I said walking out the door. "Bye hope you get eatin' by a shark" Sonny said. "Screw you" I said getting into my car.So we drove to the beach and I took my stuff off and put it in the car. "Lets go sit down by the water" Matt said grabbing my hand. "Ok" I said as we walked down to the water. "So um me and the guys have to go on tour next month" he said looking at the water. "What why" I said hugging him.
HAHAHAHA I AM LEAVING YOU HANGING TILL TOMORROW YOU'LL SURVIVE I PROMISS!!!!!