October 14, 2006more pics haha there will be more just keep waiting
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Posted on 10/14/2006 1:03 PM Comments (0)
haha       yayness!!!1  this reminds me of my buddy be she is always saying that haha  
Posted on 10/13/2006 6:20 PM Comments (14)
October 11, 2006more good news
I think there really going to let ronnie back in cause they took the message off of there myspace that said he was leaving yes!!!!!!!! I'm so fucking happy so everyone cross your fingers pray just waterver you can please I don't want to cry no more!!!!
Posted on 10/11/2006 6:07 PM Comments (4)
October 10, 2006yaynessCan someone just take away my memroy just take away my past all I can remember is dread and sarrow I wish something good could happen just once thats all I ask for in my past all I see is dead and mesery I see no happiness no smile Can someone just take away my past just make some happy in my life but nobody can I wish it would all just away All I've ever wanted I never got can something happy please happen I just need to smile
Posted on 10/10/2006 4:15 PM Comments (1)
October 9, 2006Save Mecan someone just tell me tell me everythings going to be ok for the longest time I just feal like falling can someone pick me of just help me I feal like crying but no tears will fall I feal like i'm falling but can't get up nothing will ever be the same I'll never laugh the same again my life will always remain the way it is (sad and lonly) no one understands my life they tell me nothing rongs so get over it but they don't know me they have no idea there not me can't someone just help me I've never felt so alone no one cares anymore if I died rite now who would notice (nobody) if I fell down who would help me up (nobody) If i went missing who would look for me (nobody) no body cares about me everyone hates me I'm all alone can't someone just save me please
Posted on 10/09/2006 6:20 PM Comments (1)
To All My FriendsI watch as you fall but your not alone i'm falling to can't everyone just get along everyone is falling friendships are breaking can't everyone just except people for who they are not how they dress but by the way they act and feel but they can't they just can't see the real so I guess this is goodbye and thanks to all the friends that cared so goodbye you never cared about me this is a goodbye and I hope you like it I'll never see you again and I don't care you may act like you care but you really don't just leave get out of my sight cause this is goodbye so goodbye and I hope you choke and to all the friends that really cared thanks you will remane in my heart in my heart for all times I'll never forget you never thanks for being there when I needed you I always loved you and I will never forget the way you were how you held me when I cried no one else cared about me but you thanks you will always remane in my heart to all the people that don't care you were never there you never cared all I wanted were friends all you were was a backstaber all you ever did was hurt me i'm better off alone so just leave why are you acting sad you never cared so just leave go away I don't want to see you my dear friend I've gone away please don't cry I wish I could tell you how much I cared I guess I loved you
Posted on 10/09/2006 3:33 PM Comments (0)
October 8, 2006it's overI thought you loved me I was wrong I thought you were my friend but you were never my friend don't even try to say sorry it's to late you've gone to fare I won't forgive you this time you hurt me time after time I forgave you but this time you've gone to fare you hurt me if you were my friend why would you do this if you really cared about me just get out of my life you never really care did you I just wanted to have friends friends that cared friends that didn't hurt you but a friend that was true you lied to me you said you'd never hurt me but everytime I listen you'd just fo it again your just a lier not a true friend lets just say it's over I don't want to see you face no more tears will be shead not anymore it's over you will never be my friend again I will never let you in not ever again it's over forever it's over
Posted on 10/08/2006 11:15 AM Comments (0)
just be yourselfI'm falling faster then ever someone help me but no one cares I'm just invisable everyone is having fun I'm stuck in my room all alone everyone sees me as a weirdo they just won't look and see who I am everyone wanted me to be the same I'm not like that not going to be the girl with all pink that's just not me so face it I sit here all alone everyones gone all my friends have left they were never my real friends they were all clones that I didn't want to be being different isn't bed you should never change don't ever change into a fake be strong and just be urself if your friends don't like you they truly arn't your friends just be strong you'll make it just don't fake it be yourself no matter what if your friends hate the way you are they arn't you friends just be youself no one else
Posted on 10/08/2006 10:46 AM Comments (3)
October 5, 2006Never My FriendI thought you were my friend you were never my friend you used me you talked about me you were never my friend you are a fake poser I hate you I just want you to die drive a razer threw your rist I never want to see you never again you hurt me made me scram and cry no more tears no more for you your just a lost and forgoten memory you'll always remain that way you'll never deserve to be rememberd I'll never forgive you never as I lay here tonight your gone forever not even a memory I'll never remember you I hate you always your gone far away don't ever return I don't want to see you never again never your just a lost memory a lost memory in the back of my mind that's how it will remain never come back never
Posted on 10/05/2006 3:19 PM Comments (2)
Your Memeroy Will Always Haunt MeI'm drowning in the thoughts of your memory knowing I'll never see you again I'm lost in all my thoughts why can't I just be free Just leave me let me be (please) your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so beath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always just a memory you'll never be there again never to hold me and stop the tears I always had the frear of you leaving it has happend and your never coming back (never) why'd you have to go it wasn't your time you havn't even lived yet so young and hopless gone forever just a memory your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always a memory you wre to young to go (to young to die) why'd it have to take you everyone need a chance to live you didn't you never even found out the perpos of life I need to know why'd you have to go (why'd you have to go) your gone forever your never coming back the time I need you most and your gone your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind you smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always a memory why'd it have to be you why couldn't it of been me you deserve more then me you deserve to be standing here (alive) you'll always be in my memory in my heart you'll neer truly leave this world I won't forget you your memory haunts me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I needed you but your gone just a memory always a memory as I sit here in a puddle of my own tears I think of you your every breath your smile I'll never see you again only in my dreams but you'll remain in my heart forever I'll never forget you I promise (promise forever) I will never love anyone more then you (ever) you wiped away all my fears with just one touch your memory will haunt me in everything I do I just can't get you out of my mind your smile so breath taking and joyful how you were always there when I need you but your gone just a memory always a memory just a memoy 4x just a memory always a memory 4x
Posted on 10/05/2006 3:10 PM Comments (2)
October 3, 2006Scared to live
you say your scared to die
I think your really just scared to live life is hard we lose everyone everything we care about leaves us it's hard to stay alive so many choses in this world why can't it just be easy (why) everything bad happens you feel like everything you do falls life never goes rite everytime you turn around something bad happens why does this happen were so scared your not scared to die really just to live nothing you plan turns out rite never will anything ever be ok nothing can ever go rite never to much fears over welm me can't everything just be ok (just for ones) you cry every second of the day everyone you love betrays you can't living just be fun why does it have to be so hard every day you have to make choices then you worry if they were the rite ones so why why are people scared to die but your not your just scared to live everyting in this world is messed up why can't anything just be write for ones
Posted on 10/03/2006 7:53 PM Comments (1)
take me away (far away)
I'm in a dark cave
someone help me help me out of this place no one needs to be here I need help someone help me i'm drowning in pains pains and memory someone just hold me I need help please save me from this dreadful world just take me away I need to leave this dreadful place there isn't a reson for me here i'm a lost and forgotten soul no one cares I need to leave this place be taken away this can't be real I just need help someone take me away save me you'll never relize how much pain this is you'll never know take me away far away I need to leave this world i'm just a lost cause no one wants me here I need to leave (please help) I want to go I need to go more than you know more than you'll ever know just take me away (far away)
Posted on 10/03/2006 4:42 PM Comments (3)
October 2, 2006Dreams Do Come Trueyou have a dream dosn't everyone yours is speical no one believes in you
whatever you do don't listen if you want that dream youu've got to fight for it
just hold up be strong don't let anybody get you down you can make it you just have to give it your all
your told everyday you'll never make it if you listen it will bring you down just be strong don't listen to a word
stay your grown don't let your dreams fall fall to the ground pick your self up and fight
in the end you'll find out that what u were fighting for is therer know and no one can take that away (never)
Posted on 10/02/2006 2:50 PM Comments (5)
October 1, 2006everthing will be okwhen you fell like everything is crashing down just hold on be strong you'll be ok every thing will just be strong and hold on
everyone goes threw this just hold on be strong you going to make it I promise you
when you down on your knees bagging for help no one comes to you just be strong you'll make it I promise
just hold on don't let your fears win it'll be ok just be strong believe me we all go threw it
if you don't face it it'll just keep going face it be strong i promise after everything will be back
we all have our own fears if we let them overwin us we'll just be letting ourselves down be strong and face it it's the only way (I promise)
Posted on 10/01/2006 5:43 PM Comments (1)
September 30, 2006(Matt Good) Chrystal Eyes (Matt Good)11
"Well I was wandering if you wanted to come with us" he said now looking derectly in my eyes. "I have school and......" I said. "We can get a touter" he said, "everything will be fine please." "Ok i'll come" I said kissing him."Ok now lets go eat" he said helping me up. "ring ring" "Hello" I said "O hi blake whats up.....ya that will be fine 7 ok bye." I said hanging up. "Who was that" Matt asked getting into the car. "O the guys wanted to have practice tonight" I said, "so were to." "How about whataburger" Matt said. "Sounds good" I said pulling in. ( it was just down the street) "So what do you want for your birthday" Matt said after we ordored. "I don't know I already have everything I always wanted. I have you the perfect guy and I get to live with my dad i'm in a band" I said looking him in the eyes. "Well I could take you shoping for new clothes" he said. "Here is your food" the girl said. "Thanks" Matt said still looking at me. "Ya thats good I guess we can go somtime tomorrow" I said. "Ok so you want to come watch us tonight" I asked shoving some food into my mouth. "Ya sure that'll be fun" He said laughing at me.
"So to your moms house" he said getting into the car. "Hey guys" I said hugging them. "So we have some lyrics that you can learn and you can play if you want you could make up somthing to go along with what we play" Drake said handing me a paper. "Sounds good but guys just so ya'll don't flip out because i'm not going to be here for two months because i'm going on tour with them" I said looking at the paper. "Ya that'll be fine but can we still practice at your house" Brake said. "Well I'm living with my dad now so ya'll could move ya'll stuff into his basement and practice there" I said. "Ok now lets practice," blake said, "first we will play it so you get the tune then you can sing itk." "Ya" I said . So they olayed it then I got the tune and sang it. "Ok guys it's like 11:30 so we better get going so people don't flip out" I said putting the guitars back on the stands and cleaning up a little bit. "Ok well see you around sometime" Blake said hugging me and the otheres did the same. "Bye guys" I said getting into the car. "Ok lets go home" Matt said. So we drove home and walked into the house. "What could you guys posibly do for that long" Travis said comming out of the kitchen. "Ok well I am goin to take a shower" I said kissing Matt. MATT'S P.O.V. "So did you tell her" Derek said as I sat down beside him. "Ya she kinda freaked untill I told her she could come with us and she was still kinda freaked because of school but you know she could go with the kids in paramore there around her age" I said looking at my hands. "Ya true good job now you should go take a shower" Derek said putting some popcorn in his mouth. NORMAL P.O.V. So I got in the shower and washed my hair and body and brushed my teeth then put on som pj's and went down stairs. OK THERE YOU GO BE HAPPY OR DIE J/K
Posted on 09/30/2006 3:52 PM Comments (1)
September 29, 2006How it is to be a kid
Your parents always talk abbout how hard
how hard it is to be a grown person and a parent so much things to do they say it's hard but do they know the life of a kid how many challenges there is they say it's not hard but it's the hardest thing to be every day you have to worry about everything whats the rite thing to do you have the pressure of drugs and suicide it's harder then it seems parents say kids don't get stressed ya you try being a kid again these days it's harder than it use to be why harder they have no clue so all the kids out there just hold on everythings going to be ok one day I hope (I pray)
Posted on 09/29/2006 7:51 PM Comments (8)
So lost in you
My mind is full of memories
some happy others dreadfull memories of you why'd you have to go you left this earth forever I cry every night I see your face every time i shut my eyes why'd you have to leave I loved you and will always I wake up every night I can't sleep anymore your in my dreams your everywear I need you more than anything why'd you have to go just why it wasn't your time I hate this world everything is falling falling faster then i can think I never thought this would come I want you back to hold me your never coming back please just come back to me please but you can't your gone forever I want you more than life this pain is just to unbarable I can't live without you your all I have in my memory it's just you inside my head (I can't servive) THANKS TO CASPER AND BAAHE FOR THE TOPICS
Posted on 09/29/2006 7:13 PM Comments (4)
how could you
Everyone I loves never loves me
all the world is a black hole nothings ever at peice will it ever be (never) all we know has fallen everything we know falls can anything just be how it is can anything be peicful all the world cares about it themself they never give any thought to thoughs to thoughs that suffer everyday while there safe at home the world dosn't revolve around you people out there need help so help just please just help you not the only person on this earth we need to stay close to stay alive without eachother wead be nothing wead all be like the pour and helpless so why can't we help them so be like us all the people in this world and all you care about is you your so crule the poor and suffering need help you sit her counting money all day your a hopless person how could you when all thous people need help you just a hopless gready person
Posted on 09/29/2006 6:23 PM Comments (1)
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